So some people were wondering why I had deactivated my main account, ~pastelgomi (https://www.deviantart.com/pastelgomi).
First, I'm not gone permanently. dA is just fucking with my mind atm, and as we speak I AM doing commissions. I have a love- hate relationship with dA- if I didn't have so many amazing friends here, then I would've left by now.
All of this dArama is getting to me, and stressing me out. USUALLY, that's not enough to deactivate my account- some people have been upsetting me and my friends.
Especially last night, I got extremely upset because I think I'm losing on of my closest friends and I got into a state of panic, started comparing myself to others and